Ok so right now its like three am, and I’m in my old bed at my parents’ house because I fly out from Houston on Friday for my semester abroad in Paris.
Let’s just cover some things although I’m sure no one will ever see this:
1. I just (in my slightly-tipsy state) realized how silly it is that I don’t love my own body. It’s something I’ve been working on for a while now, but idk it finally sunk in that there is nothing here to hate. And that this is my prime and why the fuck should I not love myself.
Honestly, I’m just really excited for what this means for my future. Less time spent frustratedly looking at myself in my vanity mirror, removing the blame from myself when I try on clothes and they don’t fit well, fewer breakdowns in front of Evan when I’m getting dressed in the morning. Idk. That sounds like heaven to me.
2. I don’t tumbl like at all anymore.
3. My blog is 90% dogs now and fuck anybody who cares bc I cannot fucking wait to have a yard in Nola and finally get a lil pup!
4. Y’all are all beautiful.